I'm so happy ! !

Why have I the feeling that a big part of her wants to love me but the rest resiste and the rest is the winner?
Why in this strange dream I talk to myself and I say " she's not for me" whereas I want her more than all?
I have an answer for the last question...Because she's not sure about everything on that...I know...And that has an effect on me.

But it's not like in the past. I feel good, not sad . Pain,tears, not for me...

She's in my heart, in my brain, in my bones, in my life...Forever after her choices
It's that, I think, we can say  Love.

BIG KISS ! ! ! !